Give her one last kiss and Dive right out the window screaming

Aerosmith cancelled.

I am still trying to find the splinters of my soul that scattered when I heard the news....This is gonna take a while.

Oh and some more awesomely great news. I booked my flights today, all of them, for my trip to Europe which I will probably be chronicling in here...and I booked them on my moms credit card, with money that I don't have yet. But there were no worries...because I was going to get fulltime hours through until August when I leave. And today, I find out that Movie Gallery has decided to NOT renew the lease on the store. Meaning, as of June, we're all out of a job. This company blows goats...and enjoys it...regularly.

I'm in a horribly pissy mood.

BOWIEQUOTE!When you think about it Adolf Hitler was the first popstar

Give me your heart and I'll love you till Tuesday

I GOT MY COMPUTER BACK!!!!! And they saved most of my hard drive, which is fuckin' awesome. i mean, the stuff that i lost i'm pretty sure someone has anyway. so i'm okay with it.
So what has happened since my last post?

I rediscovered my love of Greg from CSI. He's such a geek and i have a total geekcrush on him.

i was just catching up on Mari's posts in her blog and it made me sad. i want to call her and tell her that i understand, that i know what she means and that it goes away. all of it would be true except the last part. I'm still waiting for the hurt to go away, so far no luck.

i don't really have anything to post other than i'm super excited for my trip this summer. it's turning out pretty fuckin' awesome. fuck is my favorite word ever by the way.

and i miss writing the way i used to, where i didn't have to try. i don't like all of this trying stuff.

okay i'm done 'cause i'm in a horrible mood and i'm not really sure why. Well that's a total lie but i don't want to rehash it in here.

BOWIEQUOTE!!!: You go through stages where you wonder whether you are Christ, or just looking for him.

No...no i'm not dead....but my computer is....and it just doesn't seem right to blog without it...

i'll be back when it gets back.....