.panic.

I don't know if I can do this.

I don't know if I want to do this.

I don't know if this is who I want to be.

I can't make myself care about anythign here.

I try.

I'm trying.

I just...don't.

I feel like I'm missing something.

That there's this giant "big picture" that everyone can see but me.

I don't think I'm on this big picture.

I don't think I have a picture at all.

I hate living alone.