I don't know if I can do this.
I don't know if I want to do this.
I don't know if this is who I want to be.
I can't make myself care about anythign here.
I try.
I'm trying.
I just...don't.
I feel like I'm missing something.
That there's this giant "big picture" that everyone can see but me.
I don't think I'm on this big picture.
I don't think I have a picture at all.
I hate living alone.
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I continue to hope I'll wake up one day and know what I want to be in this life. It's frustrating as hell how other people seem to know this with absolute certainty and I don't have a clue.
"Look at the big picture" you hear this all the time, but I think I'm standing too close because I can't see it either, just a small piece and it's all out of focus.
Yes, living alone sucks, even if you don't always talk to or even really interact with another person, just knowing someone is there is really comforting.
Apparently if life were easy it wouldn't be worth living, I call BS on whoever decided this and would give almost anything for an easy life, or at lease one where I knew what the heck was going on.
i'm hugging you right now, even if you can't feel it. i believe in you, even if you don't. i support you in anything you want to do, even if you don't know what it is yet.
i wish i could be there for you. and i wish you were here for me.
i can't say everything is gonna be alright, cuz i don't know if it is. but i can say that i'll always be your friend, no matter what happens.
stay strong, mugs.
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